Things

I have been busy doing house work outside and have not taken lots of pictures or done a lot with the kids. I have been thinking a lot about the future and where I want to be and who I want to become and it seems that people want me to just fit in. I have always consider my self a revel. I figure if it's popular I won't do it. I don't want to fit in this image of what I am told I should be. The current goverment worries me too. I have seen what man can do with such power and I hope that it doesn't happend here. I have seen first hand what goverment does when they don't like your views. My ideas are not popular now, I'm not sure they will ever be but I don't want to be just another number I refuse to watch American Idol or any other reality tv show other than man vs wild and mythbusters. People are funny I had someone call me un-American for not watching American Idol. We did recently gave in and got a tv and a wii but the old tv had no sound. I am concern about the future and my ability to protect my family against the outside forces that are attacking us. I find my self turning to scriptures more and more. I hope that whatever comes that I will be ablt to stand and do what is right not popular!