Anger within!

I am sure people have seen the news of the 4 year old boy that was killed by his stepfather and his mother. I can not describe the anger and hate that I feel for this two people! I just had to write down because it is eating me inside, I could kill them both for what they did to this cute little boy if I could. I get so sick to my stomach when I think of it. I have never felt such hate for another person other then David Radsgale he killed his wife Kristy in a church parking lot a couple a years ago. Kristy was an amazing women who had a lot of courage to stand up to someone like him. These individuals are the ones that I can honestly say that if they died a painful death I would not care. I have prayed for help because it is not healthy to feel this way. I just keep thinking of this poor little guy there not knowing why this was happening to him, even as I write this down I am crying, I know that we all have free agency and it is God's plan, I know that and yet I can not help feeling like some people should not have it. I know that some judge will find this man crazy and the women unstable and they will not get the punishment that they deserve. Too many people try to explained their bad actions on what happen to them as a child as to excuse the behavior. For those of you who know me, know all the things I went through as a child and yet I don't go around killing and abusing children. I wish this two people would do the right thing and accept all the responsibility for their actions. I pray for Ethan and I know that he is with his Father in Heaven where these two individuals can no longer hurt him. I hope that his father can find peace and I hope the judge who made him give his child to his mother will think twice before he does something like this again. It is sad that we live in a World where people can do such evil things. I met a lady who's father killed someone in front of her and then raped her. He is now is prison and she has to deal with what happen to her and her story is such an inspiration to me. It does not matter where you have been and what has happen to you it is what you decide to make of your self that matters. The past is in the past and the future is all we have! hug your kids a little longer even when they miss behave, tell them you love them and also show them. I love my kids and we are so excited to be adding to our family we thought we would get one but now it looks like we will be adding two. Rest in Peace Ethan!